I wish I had realized it earlier.
The key to a happy life, is not working your fingers to the bone to get good grades. Stress and worry is not reduced by working harder. Effectiveness decreases the longer you work without a break. Few rewards are as sweet as time spent with friends. Yeah, yeah, cliche this and that.
So why have I been pushing away? Why have I been closing myself off from everyone?
I guess my realization came too late: School's important, but really isn't terribly fulfilling. I should've spent more of this semester around people I care about. And now it's getting too late. Greeeaaat.